just finished blog surfing. i realised ive been trying to keep my head above the water. but sometimes i chose to allow myself to sink! i dont know why. w/o knowing which buttons i clicked, and i was brought to this page. it was all along how i was feeling & probably that's what You've been trying to say. just why sometimes i lose sight of the plans You prepared?! i wanna get back on trackkkkkkkkkkkkkk.